Life is.....Life!
So I know it has been a few days since I last posted. I was taking advantage of my spring break and did not post anything. I am back now and while there is quite a bit I would like to say, some of it I will not.
I am an emotional person. I am sensitive. I am caring to a fault (I will help anyone out in their time of need and I will give anything I can give to help them.) I love with my whole heart and soul. I try not to be that. I try to build walls. I try to harden my heart. But my fatal flaw, to some it would seem, is that I do fall hard. I do care too much. I do love too much. I can't help it, that is the way I am. So I trust everyone! Have I ever placed trust in someone that has turned around and hurt me? HELL YES!! That is how I was raped. That is how I was cheated on multiple times, because I forgive.
I used to forgive and forget....but it is getting harder for me to forget the instances of hurt.
The little girl that used to be made fun of because she was so much bigger than her classmates, is hiding deep inside and every once in a while, she tries to come out and ends up getting sliced to bloody shreds again and again.
I say all this to say this "DO NOT PLAY GAMES WITH PEOPLE'S EMOTIONS!!" It hurts and there is no reason to hurt people. It does not make you a better person to chop someone off at their knees. It does not benefit you in any way. Instead it gives you a reputation that even employers are looking at their clients FB pages first.
Now for the good stuff:
I HAVE LOST ANOTHER 7 LBS...FOR A TOTAL OF 26 LBS SINCE 2/9/17!!!!!!!
#newmein2017 #bestmode #myinnergoddessishappy #nopainnogain #newgoalisanother25 #sweatuntilIamsexy
I am an emotional person. I am sensitive. I am caring to a fault (I will help anyone out in their time of need and I will give anything I can give to help them.) I love with my whole heart and soul. I try not to be that. I try to build walls. I try to harden my heart. But my fatal flaw, to some it would seem, is that I do fall hard. I do care too much. I do love too much. I can't help it, that is the way I am. So I trust everyone! Have I ever placed trust in someone that has turned around and hurt me? HELL YES!! That is how I was raped. That is how I was cheated on multiple times, because I forgive.
I used to forgive and forget....but it is getting harder for me to forget the instances of hurt.
The little girl that used to be made fun of because she was so much bigger than her classmates, is hiding deep inside and every once in a while, she tries to come out and ends up getting sliced to bloody shreds again and again.
I say all this to say this "DO NOT PLAY GAMES WITH PEOPLE'S EMOTIONS!!" It hurts and there is no reason to hurt people. It does not make you a better person to chop someone off at their knees. It does not benefit you in any way. Instead it gives you a reputation that even employers are looking at their clients FB pages first.
Now for the good stuff:
I HAVE LOST ANOTHER 7 LBS...FOR A TOTAL OF 26 LBS SINCE 2/9/17!!!!!!!
#newmein2017 #bestmode #myinnergoddessishappy #nopainnogain #newgoalisanother25 #sweatuntilIamsexy
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